Having a relationship like this in The City with the nature of everything, especially in the Backstreets, is usually a laughable idea. People die all the time. You never know when they'll just leave or die. I definitely couldn't even think of having one in my situation either.

[ So the fact that she can do this now, it feels... refreshing. Relieving. She really likes that feeling and sometimes she feels that she can't get enough of it. ]