...I've always wanted to die...ever since becoming how I am now.
[ Blade's gaze is distant as he speaks, staring out as he is wiped clean of blood. Why is she doing that? Why? Why did anyone help him?
...Why did he try so hard to move forward, in that place? He could have let it all end there and give up. There were so many dangers. He kept resisting to the end. Even when it made him look pathetic. He didn't care about where he died, about having that choice. But...
cw: suicidal ideation
[ Blade's gaze is distant as he speaks, staring out as he is wiped clean of blood. Why is she doing that? Why? Why did anyone help him?
...Why did he try so hard to move forward, in that place? He could have let it all end there and give up. There were so many dangers. He kept resisting to the end. Even when it made him look pathetic. He didn't care about where he died, about having that choice. But...
...at the second question, he struggles. ]
But...I...