...I can't consider myself human any longer. Even now.
[ But, Blade finds a slight feeling of contradiction within himself. A memory comes on by, of a time when they were on the first planet; someone told him about being not obligated to stick around, and then...his own response.
Though, during that week, they were all feeling strange. Can he say that even when he felt an urge to stick to people that it was his own desire? As for his desire to connect, was that what he felt when he thought he was crumbling apart? But being unable to put into words that is what he wished?
He didn't used to dwell on these things, considering them insignificant, but he considers them. Even when he shouldn't, with the feeling his ultimate goal has not changed; just some elements. ]
However, it is true that I couldn't imagine being confined away from everyone else for an indetermined time. I would no longer be the person I am today.
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[ But, Blade finds a slight feeling of contradiction within himself. A memory comes on by, of a time when they were on the first planet; someone told him about being not obligated to stick around, and then...his own response.
Though, during that week, they were all feeling strange. Can he say that even when he felt an urge to stick to people that it was his own desire? As for his desire to connect, was that what he felt when he thought he was crumbling apart? But being unable to put into words that is what he wished?
He didn't used to dwell on these things, considering them insignificant, but he considers them. Even when he shouldn't, with the feeling his ultimate goal has not changed; just some elements. ]
However, it is true that I couldn't imagine being confined away from everyone else for an indetermined time. I would no longer be the person I am today.