Your attacker was Ichiban.

[ So Blade doesn't know how it was possible the tables were turned, but it happened.

Yuri's desire to live is rather powerful, from his perspective. ]

For the others, I witnessed Mizuki killed Shoma. Then, Baiken putting an end to Guy's life. Followed by Arthur killing Amalthea. Lastly, Shu shooting at Todomatsu. [ ... ] I'd imagine it was as jarring and as unpleasant moreso whenever you saw yourself appear; to say the least when it involved Rodya.

I suspect it's a last-ditch attempt to place us into a state of frenzy of some sort.