[ An ending by his own hands...does a sinner like him even deserve that? Watching these proceedings over and over again has made him question it.

And if it comes at the hands of another and is, in fact, permanent, then he would accept it. He and Rosamund can't compare; the way she is indicative of the type of life she lead. Far different from his. And his own personal hang-ups on the matter. ]

Then...it is what I have said before. Whatever else I haven't is a cruelty I'm sparing you from. There is no need to voice it.