I... always felt guilty about it. When my old job collapsed, I barely made it out. I left my old coworkers there as the institution went under... after that, it was hard to convince myself... whether I deserved to leave or not. I was always told by others that I didn't amount to anything, so that's what I eventually believed... only with Aya defending me.
But still, I... I think I'm learning to forgiveness myself, little by little and that's because of the people here. You too, Temenos. I... look up to you, really.
no subject
I... always felt guilty about it. When my old job collapsed, I barely made it out. I left my old coworkers there as the institution went under... after that, it was hard to convince myself... whether I deserved to leave or not. I was always told by others that I didn't amount to anything, so that's what I eventually believed... only with Aya defending me.
But still, I... I think I'm learning to forgiveness myself, little by little and that's because of the people here. You too, Temenos. I... look up to you, really.