She always told me to never leave a chance for revenge. Her notebook was her way of... reconciling her work as a hitman with what she wanted now. Hatred exists everywhere. It can't be stopped. But what can be stopped is killing that lacks both love and hatred. That's what I was taught, and that's what she believed.
[ he knows The City is a hellscape. he's not gonna judge people living the way they have to. ]
I'm not sure. It was her thing, but-- when she died, it felt right to continue what she set out to do. [ ... ] Death and killing aren't regular topics back home. It's illegal and kind of a taboo topic for a lot of people.
That's kinda what I'm saying. You shouldn't have to, but if there's any moments you feel like adjusting is rough, we can work around it. You're changing up everything you've known, long term. It might not happen automatically, or overnight.
[ It makes reasonable amount of sense. There's no way that Yuri will just get used to it right away. Even on the ship, it's still taking time getting used to where people dying is a serious offense? Taboo, even? Damn. She doesn't have to see corpses of her coworkers on the daily? ]
... I know. I just want to do it as soon as possible, even though I'm still adjusting on this ship as it is.
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Yuri looks nervous for a moment. ]
I... I see.
[ Because she has the same mentality. She'd do anything for a promotion... ]
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Not quite like that.
She always told me to never leave a chance for revenge. Her notebook was her way of... reconciling her work as a hitman with what she wanted now. Hatred exists everywhere. It can't be stopped. But what can be stopped is killing that lacks both love and hatred. That's what I was taught, and that's what she believed.
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That's how you were taught, so that's now what you believe in, right?
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I'm not sure. It was her thing, but-- when she died, it felt right to continue what she set out to do. [ ... ] Death and killing aren't regular topics back home. It's illegal and kind of a taboo topic for a lot of people.
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[ Yuri is aware that the City seems to be... really bad compared to most of these. ]
Unless if there's a more special clause...?
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[ and yet people do it anyway. ]
I think it's just the normal reasons. No one really has the right to kill someone else. Abuse of power. Life is a gift. The usual.
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[ Life is a gift. Well.
She has time to get used to that sort of ideology. ]
That's fine, since I wouldn't want to—... never mind.
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You wouldn't want to—?
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[ tehepero ]
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They have ways around anger management problems, y'know.
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[ Then she kills her clone... don't worry about it. ]
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[ weh. She huffs a little, looking a little indignant. ]
Of course, I would not like to fight if I could...
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That's kinda what I'm saying. You shouldn't have to, but if there's any moments you feel like adjusting is rough, we can work around it. You're changing up everything you've known, long term. It might not happen automatically, or overnight.
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... I know. I just want to do it as soon as possible, even though I'm still adjusting on this ship as it is.
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You will.
[ he nudges her. ] I'm not promising you it'll be instant, but you want it. So you'll work for it.
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[ They really have to talk about these things all the time when they're on a date, huh. She reaches out to hold onto Shu's hand. ]
Come take a picture with me.
[ She still has those glitter instax cameras, but they're just regular polaroid cameras now. ]
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Hm?
[ he just takes her hand without really thinking and lets her pull him along. photos? ]
Oh, you have the instant photo thing? [ cute... glittery date photos ]
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[ Yuri is not really good at this selfie thing, so she's taking a while to get the angle right. (She's not even sure if she has it right). ]
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Do you want me to try? I've got longer arms.
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[ Yuri hands him the camera. Do your best selfie shot, Shu. ]
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Are you used to taking photos like this?
[ Shu's insta era... ]
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