Mm. I'm sure you about gave Gregor and Rodya a heart attack. [... and temenos too, she thinks, but she's pretty sure if she says that he'll sense it and come beat her to death with his staff for implying he has squishy emotions]
... Yes, I did. Especially Gregor. I won't apologize for that though... because I did my best to live, so I'm happy that I get to still be here with everyone.
No, I... I can talk about it. I think it would be better if I talked about it. Otherwise, my own mind feels like it's gaslighting me.
[ Yuri slowly breathes out. ]
I went on a mission with Rosamund and Nodd to clear the storm for the ship. When we approached it, it turned into a dark, abandoned manor. Behind each door were... aspects of our lives, but they were warped to be our "ideal" situations. For me, it was as if L Corp never collapsed and went under.
[ As Throne experienced in the memshare. ]
So I was still working at L Corp with all my coworkers. Yes, the job was still dangerous, but I still preferred it over losing my eye and turned into a social pariah for something I couldn't help.
Even now, it's a little hard to differentiate the real and fake memories. I don't think this is out of desire either, because I want to forget about that memory as soon as I can.
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Mm. I'm sure you about gave Gregor and Rodya a heart attack. [... and temenos too, she thinks, but she's pretty sure if she says that he'll sense it and come beat her to death with his staff for implying he has squishy emotions]
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... Yes, I did. Especially Gregor. I won't apologize for that though... because I did my best to live, so I'm happy that I get to still be here with everyone.
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[...]
Will you be alright? I... I know that these missions are... taxing.
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[ Her gaze trails off to the side. ]
... I still need some time.
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[...]
You don't need to talk about it if you don't want to.
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[ Yuri slowly breathes out. ]
I went on a mission with Rosamund and Nodd to clear the storm for the ship. When we approached it, it turned into a dark, abandoned manor. Behind each door were... aspects of our lives, but they were warped to be our "ideal" situations. For me, it was as if L Corp never collapsed and went under.
[ As Throne experienced in the memshare. ]
So I was still working at L Corp with all my coworkers. Yes, the job was still dangerous, but I still preferred it over losing my eye and turned into a social pariah for something I couldn't help.
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Ah. [...] Yes, I can imagine how... I would be frustrated, to be given something that I couldn't keep.
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