... Thank you. [first of all. she doesn't have a lot of people who outright say they want to support her, so it's nice to hear. makes it a little easier.]
[ Yuri's eye goes wide for a moment before gently putting a hand over Throne's after she finishes reattaching the leg. ]
... Me too, Throne. I wish... her options weren't so limited, even though she got to choose what she wanted.
And you're right. There's so much to living. Even on this ship alone, you can do so many things that can last you for a long, long time. Living is just... so much.
[ Yuri smiles a little and laces their fingers together. ]
She was the kind of person who would support you almost unconditionally. I... also found that really charming about her. Rosamund was like that for me too--easiest to become friends with. I... I don't know what was between you two during the end of the trial, but I could see that you were extremely hurt by it. Do you think... perhaps, you're up to writing a letter for her? Or did you talk that out with her after the trial? You don't have to tell what it was about, since it's none of my business. I just want you two to have some sort of reconciliation.
I'm sure that... she would prefer to be with you, Throne.
[ Among the living, but yeah, that's an obvious perk. ]
I may not know too much about you, but I can tell that you're kind because you want to be, even if you're not sure how. And that's okay. Nobody just knows how to do something instantly. Sometimes it takes time...
I will keep working at it. [she knows she's not very good at it sometimes - she knows kindness escapes her when she's stressed or focused. but it's a goal.]
... Thank you, Yuri. [a beat.] You are a steadying and gentle presence. It is nice to feel lighter after talking to you.
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... Thank you. [first of all. she doesn't have a lot of people who outright say they want to support her, so it's nice to hear. makes it a little easier.]
You remember... what you saw of my memories. Yes?
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That was one of the reasons why she wants to support Throne with this, but she keeps quiet while being attentive. ]
Yes, I do.
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... I woke up one morning and wanted to be free. I wanted to choose what I'd eat for breakfast, where I'd spend my day. I wanted to...
[she reaches for her disconnected leg, and reattaches it.]
I wanted to choose how I'd die. [...] But here, I've found that living is... there's so much to it.
And I am glad - I am glad that Rosamund got to choose. But I wish that her end hadn't been so inevitable in the first place.
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... Me too, Throne. I wish... her options weren't so limited, even though she got to choose what she wanted.
And you're right. There's so much to living. Even on this ship alone, you can do so many things that can last you for a long, long time. Living is just... so much.
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I wish that her options had been between dresses, or dances. Or who she most wanted to be with. Not this.
[silence, for a moment.]
It is... [she hesitates, and then.] Friends are difficult for me. But she was one of the people it has been easiest with.
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[ Yuri smiles a little and laces their fingers together. ]
She was the kind of person who would support you almost unconditionally. I... also found that really charming about her. Rosamund was like that for me too--easiest to become friends with. I... I don't know what was between you two during the end of the trial, but I could see that you were extremely hurt by it. Do you think... perhaps, you're up to writing a letter for her? Or did you talk that out with her after the trial? You don't have to tell what it was about, since it's none of my business. I just want you two to have some sort of reconciliation.
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I will likely write her a letter. [...] I wasn't angry. I don't... I don't think that she was either. She couldn't control it.
[but she doesn't deny that it hurt.]
They will take care of her on the other side far better than I could. So either way, it's alright.
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[ Among the living, but yeah, that's an obvious perk. ]
I may not know too much about you, but I can tell that you're kind because you want to be, even if you're not sure how. And that's okay. Nobody just knows how to do something instantly. Sometimes it takes time...
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I will keep working at it. [she knows she's not very good at it sometimes - she knows kindness escapes her when she's stressed or focused. but it's a goal.]
... Thank you, Yuri. [a beat.] You are a steadying and gentle presence. It is nice to feel lighter after talking to you.
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[ She smiles. ]
I'm not usually told that, but I'm glad that I could help you, Throne.