[ The rabbit hole seems to go even deeper; it isn't exactly something Blade feels that is the worst for anyone to know because witnessing such brutality seems as if an event most are used to by now.

But, if he had a choice in ensuring it wasn't shown...still, it's this question that makes him give pause. ]

Yes. However, I am used to it by now...

[ Living in pain, that is. What Jingliu did to him is something that can't be taken back. ]

It seems I had also witnessed that end — what you had described before. It's even more revolting witnessing it as if I were there. From Gregor's memories, I presume, due to you seeing it from his perspective previously.