[ The rabbit hole seems to go even deeper; it isn't exactly something Blade feels that is the worst for anyone to know because witnessing such brutality seems as if an event most are used to by now.
But, if he had a choice in ensuring it wasn't shown...still, it's this question that makes him give pause. ]
Yes. However, I am used to it by now...
[ Living in pain, that is. What Jingliu did to him is something that can't be taken back. ]
It seems I had also witnessed that end — what you had described before. It's even more revolting witnessing it as if I were there. From Gregor's memories, I presume, due to you seeing it from his perspective previously.
[ Yuri would be exactly right on the money here (you know it's bad when the mun can't even like, softball things, haha.) ]
...For events such as these, it is far more easier to stomach hearing it, than to be a witness.
[ Blade thinks an Aeon should just wipe these bastards out, but the universal logistics of that is probably too much even for a being like that (to say less of the potential ramifications!) ]
Yuri, do you have any idea of what your future direction will be, after all of this?
[ Not just "survive" or "live", though both aren't bad and not unreasonable for her, he thinks. ]
[ Yuri smiles a little. She still wishes for Blade to be able to pick and choose how he would be able to die. Despite the pain, she hopes that he can go peacefully... whenever his time will come. ]
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But, if he had a choice in ensuring it wasn't shown...still, it's this question that makes him give pause. ]
Yes. However, I am used to it by now...
[ Living in pain, that is. What Jingliu did to him is something that can't be taken back. ]
It seems I had also witnessed that end — what you had described before. It's even more revolting witnessing it as if I were there. From Gregor's memories, I presume, due to you seeing it from his perspective previously.
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[ She lowers her hands, hooking her own fingers together. Yuri wonders if his pain is continuous, like chronic pain but worse and phantom. ]
It wasn't as much of a surprise since I heard about it before, but I truly... underestimated how bad it could get even after my death.
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...For events such as these, it is far more easier to stomach hearing it, than to be a witness.
[ Blade thinks an Aeon should just wipe these bastards out, but the universal logistics of that is probably too much even for a being like that (to say less of the potential ramifications!) ]
Yuri, do you have any idea of what your future direction will be, after all of this?
[ Not just "survive" or "live", though both aren't bad and not unreasonable for her, he thinks. ]
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[ Imagine Aeons just crashing into Limbus world. There would be so many Consequences. ]
But I will hopefully be able to live without wondering if I'll die at any time in the day.
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...I would prefer that to be the case.
[ Her living without worries about dying horribly is, perhaps, one of the best outcomes out of all this. ]
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Thank you, Blade.