[ maybe she's trying to forget that the fake version is getting killed over there? and she's not looking, so that's a plus, right? but if they start making out with tongue, yuri is going to freak out, unsurprisingly.
but okay, she can't hold herself up that long while keeping balance with a single arm, so she just... falls on top of Shu instead of hovering over him. the pug is still unjostled on her back. somehow.
but is the vision over? is it gone? ... does yuri want to check? she's not sure, but she's not moving away.]
[ listen this is totally normal. the pug does get shifted a little so he can wrap his free arm around her waist when she drops down on top of him. it snorts a little in surprise but settles down again pretty quickly.
[ Yeah. Neither of them are looking and that's fine.
Yuri would kiss more, but she hears the pug's snorts and it breaks the atmosphere a little, making her laugh a bit. That arm around her waist has her heart beating really quickly. Maybe Shu can feel it. ]
[ well he has a supportive arm around her waist so maybe he can just… roll them to the side slowly. so that the pug feels the movement and slides harmlessly to the grass.
Mm. I don't remember what it's like to be completely worry-free. It feels like I always have to do something, or there must be something that I'm forgetting...
[ She scoots closer to Shu. ]
The day when I get to feel that... Perhaps I should make that a personal goal.
Mm. But it felt different. It didn't feel like uncertainty, or discomfort. The clone was using me as a shield. [ or, that's how it felt anyway. less hiding behind him because it was unsure of how to handle what was going on, and more because it was trying to stop yuri from attacking it. ]
[ There sure was plenty of discomfort and uncertainty when she hid inside Shu's jacket in the online world...... Him saying that reminds Yuri of that incident when she really just had enough of pixelated people. So what Shu says makes sense. ]
... I'm glad that you can believe in me to handle myself, because it feels like I can't from how people sometimes treat me.
You’ve told me about where you’re from. And I saw you fight in the sim room in… what, our second week here?
[ yuri’s sweet and friendly, but she wouldn’t have survived as long as she dead in The City if she couldn’t handle herself. that’s his thought process, at least. he’s not counting what she told him about… things she hasn’t experienced and won’t. 27 years sounds a hell of a time to have kept surviving for, in a place like that.
he wasn’t drawn to her just because of her nice nature, after all. ]
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but okay, she can't hold herself up that long while keeping balance with a single arm, so she just... falls on top of Shu instead of hovering over him. the pug is still unjostled on her back. somehow.
but is the vision over? is it gone? ... does yuri want to check? she's not sure, but she's not moving away.]
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the vision is definitely over by now. maybe other shu fought back in the last moment, and dragged himself away into a medical pod to heal his cut throat. maybe that was the end and throné left to return to where she came from. they'll never know.
which is probably a good thing, all things considered. ]
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Yuri would kiss more, but she hears the pug's snorts and it breaks the atmosphere a little, making her laugh a bit. That arm around her waist has her heart beating really quickly. Maybe Shu can feel it. ]
... It's a good distraction.
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... Yeah. It looks like they're gone.
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... It would be nice if a kiss would just make those visions disappear.
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It counts for a distraction so you don't have to see what happens though. That'll do as an alternative for now.
[ hmmm.... ] How're we going to shift the pug? [ it is SO comfortable right now, yuri. ]
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I'm... not sure, actually. I can't reach out to grab it since it's on my back.
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the pug shifting manoeuvre. ]
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... Oh.
[ Now they're at their sides? ]
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Hello.
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[ Shu gets a quick kiss. ]
You solved the problem very well.
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I think it just wants to hang out with us. Whether on or next to, it seems pretty happy.
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[ oh, to be a dog only caring about affection while head empty ]
Being worry-free... feel like a distant emotion.
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[ oh to be a pug. ]
...
Yeah. It's been a while, huh?
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[ She scoots closer to Shu. ]
The day when I get to feel that... Perhaps I should make that a personal goal.
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I think you feel that a lot of the time, but-- it helps if you're in a place where you feel safe enough to shut your mind down for a bit.
[ hmm. ]
You could try in New Sieg. Give yourself some settling in time and just relax.
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I'll... try. I was originally planning to do that here, but then we all got caught up in this chain of events.
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[ But sometimes things just happen. ]
Maybe you're just used to gun fights back there then.
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Probably, but the point still stands.
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[ Yuri nods. Actually, she's been meaning to ask him for a while... ]
When you saw the coral clone of me grab your arm, how did you know that it wasn't me? I... do that a lot.
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Mm. But it felt different. It didn't feel like uncertainty, or discomfort. The clone was using me as a shield. [ or, that's how it felt anyway. less hiding behind him because it was unsure of how to handle what was going on, and more because it was trying to stop yuri from attacking it. ]
You know how to handle yourself.
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... I'm glad that you can believe in me to handle myself, because it feels like I can't from how people sometimes treat me.
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[ yuri’s sweet and friendly, but she wouldn’t have survived as long as she dead in The City if she couldn’t handle herself. that’s his thought process, at least. he’s not counting what she told him about… things she hasn’t experienced and won’t. 27 years sounds a hell of a time to have kept surviving for, in a place like that.
he wasn’t drawn to her just because of her nice nature, after all. ]
Feel a little coddled, sometimes?
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[ She finally reaches out and puts an arm over Shu's side to hug him. ]
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